One of the biggest goals of Billie Eilish is to be a mother in the future. In a recent interview with Sunday Times Magazine, she stated that she would rather die than never become a mother. Despite her desire, she confessed that watching her children grow will make her terrified. “[Eu preferiria] to die [do que não ter filhos]… I need them,” said the 20-year-old singer.
“The older I get, the more I experience things, I just think, ‘What am I going to do when my son thinks this is the right thing to do and I’m like, no, it’s not’! And they won’t listen to me.” admitted.
During the chat, the artist also revealed her fears about the school shootings in the United States, saying that it makes no sense for children and adolescents to attend schools prepared to deal with a traumatic experience that will change their lives.
When Billie Eilish began the promotion of the album “Happier Than Ever” in mid-2021, she surprised with an extreme change in look. The singer, with that, platinum hair and started to wear tighter clothes, revealing more of her body. In fact, that was something she abhorred, always wearing baggy clothes to hide. It was a shock. Today, she doesn’t think that represents her.
Billie Eilish talked about how strange it was for her. “I don’t know who it was, but that wasn’t me,” she blurted out.
“Wearing baggy clothes, no one is attracted to me, I feel incredibly unlovable and unsexy and unpretty, and people judge you for not being feminine enough“, she began.
When he changed his look, the critics didn’t go away, they just changed sides. “So you wear something more revealing and they’re like, you’re a fat bitch. I’m a bitch and I’m a sellout I’m just like any other celebrity selling their bodies, and Wow! What the hell do you want? It’s a crazy world for women in the public eye“, he reflected.
Billie Eilish guarantees that it was a valid attempt, but that he did not identify himself.
“Looking at all the promotion and stuff we did before the album [em 2021], I don’t know who it was, but that wasn’t me. I had just decided who I was. I just became this vibe. And I don’t know if that was necessarily what I was really feeling. I was just clinging to anything,” she revealed.